If the saying “No one will love you until you love yourself” is really true then I’m fucked lol
I just want one stress & drama free day, is that really so hard? Just one god damn day.
The shit my dad just said to me was the last fucking straw. I’m so fucking done with everything and I know that what I’m about to do is so fucking stupid and it would mean breaking my promise to Jacky but I just don’t care anymore.
Just a few hours ago I thought “hey I’m finally out of one of my phases” and then I see and hear all of this shit and I’m thrown right back into it. I can’t fucking stop crying because I feel so damn horrible about this whole situation, and the feeling of not being able to help one of my best friends kills me inside. This just goes to show how fucking useless I once again am.
it’s really hard to feel good about yourself when all you see while scrolling down your dashboard is beautiful girls
I feel like I’m going to feel that small sting in my chest for a while when I see or hear about the stuff you do with her that you used to do with me, oh well.
I guess I couldn’t keep this secret from her forever, I feel really bad for making her cry :/
If you hurt her though I’ll fuck you up lol
Seeing her smile while talking about you is all that matters to me.
lol this shit is going to hurt later on I can already feel it
I’m so fucking sick of this psychotic bitch threatening my best friend. Let me see that bitch just once and all hell will break loose. Don’t fuck around with threats saying you’re going to beat my best friend up and that you have people waiting for her on the way home. If I hear that you even touch a hair on Jacky’s head I will fucking find you and ruin your whole goddamn life, you fucking cunt.
Damn, I need a fucking cigarette & some vodka.
I tend to get into this mood where I just hate talking to anyone and all I want to do is sit in my room and do nothing but think about how shitty everything is.
I really hate the fact that when I like someone, I can’t stop liking them just like that. Then I’m the one left behind having to watch the person I like talk to someone else, and pretend everything is fine. I think the worst part about it is that I can’t do shit about it.
Numbing my feelings has never felt this good